Can I trade this thin skin for a shell?
Why is it that my feelings have gone from black and grey and white to total technicolor? Is it the hormones? Cause all I know is that I can barely keep it together anymore. I want to cry all the time. Just thinking about anything hurting my children, and I want to start bawling. Looking at them as they smile with that complete and utter trust, it almost breaks my heart, knowing that someday, it will be ruined.
Is it just me, or is this a Mom thing?
posted by thordora @ 5:32 PM
2 comments:
Honey, you sound like you might have some post-partum depression. I have suffered throught it twice myself. I feel like that about my kids every day. I don't want them hurt, emotionally or phyically, but you can't shield them from life. You can only do your best to raise them right and hope they listen.
If you are crying all the time or feeling blue, please call your doctor. (hugs)
Lord knows I probably still do. I get PPD VERY VERY badly after I give birth, and it takes about a month for the initial whammy to wear off....perhaps this is a continuation...cause it can't be normal...
I'll ask my shrink about it...
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